Wednesday, November 25, 2015

My Heart

Whole
Innocent
Happy
Alive

I give my heart away easily. 
I love you too!
And you!
And him!
Of course I know what love is!
It's better to have loved and lost, than never to have loved at all. 
Heartbreaker. 

Youth

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Carefree
Easy
Obvious
Living--Dying

The ichthus stole my heart.
Tended like a flower,
but I can't keep a rose alive.
You are the one my soul loves. 
Forever yours.
Who is she?
Yes, even now.
Is there no other way to deal with the pain?
Please let me help you.
Yes, even now.
Broken and alone with you. 
Yes, even now.
Broken and alone without you.
Yes, even now.

Marriage

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Vibrant
Unfeeling
Sexual
Free

You can't break a heart that's already broken.
It's so easy to be callous.
All I will drink is water.
All I will eat is anger.
You will not see me cry.
Don't wait for me.
Yes, even now.

Divorcee

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Dead
Dead
Dead
Dead

You lied again.
You said you would wait for me.
Yes, even now.
I give away the pieces freely.
You have a piece.
And you.
And him. 
What does it matter?
All the king's horses and all the king's men, couldn't put humpty together again.
It's better to have loved and lost? What a load of bullshit!
It's better to be an unfeeling bitch.
Be careful with that piece, it may cut you.
I warned you. 
Not responsible for damages.
I think I'm giving away pieces of my soul instead of my heart, because my heart is
Dead. 
Dead. 
Dead. 
Dead.
Yes, even now?

Widowed

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Searching
Lost
Confused
Dead

Gather all the pieces together. 
Here God. Fix me. 
Wait! I want to keep this piece. 
And that one. 
And that one. 
And I've already given away a few. 
Don't worry.
They weren't important pieces. 
Go ahead. Fix it. 
What are You waiting for?
I need that piece back. 
I may need it later. 
I mean, I can give You most of the pieces.
I just want to keep some.
As a reminder.
What do You mean you need it all?
Don't You know that it's dead?
What do You mean You bring dead things back to life?
But I can't give up these pieces. 
They're mine, not Yours.
I don't understand Your plan.
What do you mean I'm not listening?
Of course I'm listening!
I'm just saying I'm going to keep these pieces.
You can't have them. You can have all of those.
Fix me.
Yes, even

Now

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